Reminders - and how they work.

So I was actually thinking...
and then I've remembered that "Breaking The Habit" song...



...and stopped.

Paranoia. "I know I'll never be alright." Thank god.







I WILL NOT GO.

i want roses in my garden bower, dig?

No one will understand II

I once knew a guy, who was into online games also. He didn't end up that well. Just sayin'...

"No one will understand what we meant."

I once knew a guy, he was your friend. He still is, I think.

Recipe

If you can't get rid of that crazy roommate who is constantly on your tail with a small, awfuly friendly talk - here is a quick and easy recipe.


You will need:
Book;
Magazine;
Laptop with a movie (important! don't forget the headphones);
Coffee;
Epsom salt;
Mineral oil; and
Gum.

Get up 20 minutes earlier than him and take a 2.5 hour bath.
Enjoy!

After all, it's a shame not to find a bathroom when you live on 42nd, especially when you are so proud that you get your excerise living on the 3rd floor walkup.

PS:
The trick here is to surpress any guilt feelings, and coming out not to start a coversation by apologizin..

Senses

Some women just can't take a joke! others do better with a man.

I always knew that I got retarted sense of humor.

Oh

I am so sick of guys who make me feel like a man.

French

is sexy.
Maybe i should take classes.

I always wanted to anyhow.

Coming up..

I just can't help it - can i ?? !!!!!

I always thought that I am the kind of person for whom it is very hard to fall for somebody. Well... it turns out I am easy to fall! hard.

Kubrick, Beethoven, and drama, drama...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Clockwork_Orange_%28film%29

Best picture award! btw..

New York

I don't know whoeva came up with the saying "If you can make it there - you'll make it anywhere."

It's the most stupid thing I've heard because, really, it's more like "If you can't make it there - good luck in your misarable life anywhere, idiot."

I just can't think of any other place where it could be easier to "make it" - whatever that means in the first place.

Naturally Equipped

I always said the nature balanced the forces in a very, very smart way. She must have been a woman.

Word of the day

shutout
Definition: (noun) A defeat in a game where one side fails to score.

Bike

~

Guess who is next...

:)
And I doubt that it would be the bouquet that will play the role..

Do Not Blog

New Smiley Face

three of them..

"Like Minds"

Like New!

)

"Being Julia"

Well, what can I say, it's not easy, not easy!
Kids - don't try it at home :)

Bree

Play WIth Fire

Love me, love me






Gawwwd, this is such a lame song. But i just can't help to like it.
lol

Jesus.. sensitive..!

=)

awee

Distant

Good movie. But boooooooooooooooooriiiing.

Mahmut is a relatively successful commercial photographer who has been struggling to come to terms with the growing gap between his artisitc ideals and his professional obligations. His tedious workload, coupled with the lingering loss he still feels for his ex-wife (newly married and on the verge of leaving Istanbul for Canada), leaves Mahmut clinging to the melancholic and obsessive routines of solitary life.

Happy Easter!

Symptoms

Because I think about you when we have nothing to talk about.

You don't trust words, I hate them too

I've never said I loved you, but I tried

To make you feel it somehow...

But I do talk on the phone now istead of listening to my i-pod more and more often.

GNC

Be Healthy, eat supplements.

I live from winter to winter

Tomorrow is the first day of Spring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't fucking wait!!!!!!!!!

Taste

An excellent color for your room to provide a motivation to leave for work on a daily basis.

It does

takes a theif to catch one. And the better they are the harder it is for each one of them. If both are the same - a chance makes a difference. or not.

as the Russian saying goes; Two shoes make a pair.

same breed, i suppose.

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.
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In simple words - I am afraid to do anything, because I know exactly what you would do=>because that's what I would do. umm... I think I just made a point, three of them.

I AM NOT THERE

I watched the movie. I smiled. I laughed. I cried. I couldn't breathe. And hardly got up in the end.



That was everything that words can't express. Everything.


I remained.

PS:
To the seven rules I'd add one more. Don't feel obligated to explain.

I swear

I gave myself a promise today. And that is the last person I wanna lie to.

PS: realized that I almost forgot when I last used this word in this particular meaning. on for purpose.

=D

Do you know what's the difference between "The Never Ending Story" and THE NEVER ENDING STORY?




It mostly takes place in Fantastica, a world being destroyed by the Nothing. The first protagonist is a young warrior, who is asked by the sick queen to set off and find the cure for their world. The other protagonist is a boy from the real world, a reader of the novel with the same title, for whom the story gradually becomes more and more realistic.

All Apologies

Oh, why the f@#ck not!

“The strongest man in the world is he who stands most alone”

-Henrik Ibsen

Social influence - is when the actions or thoughts of individuals are changed by other individuals. Examples of social influence can be seen in socialization and peer pressure. This is the effect of other people on a person's behaviour. Social Influence can also be covered as a type of persuasion.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_influence


I mean, really - how many things a day people actually do or say that consciously are coming from them. From the realization that this is what I want. I mean this is what they want...
Ooops got lost somehwere there...

anyhow..

Habit, fear, egoism in the mix with this revolting sickening cocktail of social influence and pressure build a fine road for a smooth ride.

I always loved rollercoasters. And always paid for the ride with loneliness - pretty much none of my friends can handle the ride. So I’d usually take it myself (i'm nice) =).
So far it was worth it.




Do i want kids? I'd know for sure - if I could find out how strong they'd become, I guess. I don't want to be responsible for another lemming filling up the world.

Finding Emo

Keep remembering this dream I've seen twice.

Sensitivity and awareness. It denotes great spiritual research and restless efforts to reach the pinnacle of your ambitions.

To dream of seeing your fingers soiled or scratched, with the blood exuding, denotes much trouble and suffering. You will despair of making your way through life.


To see your fingers in you dream, symbolizes physical and mental dexterity. They indicate manipulation, action and non-verbal communication.
To dream that your fingers are injured or have been chopped off, denotes your anxieties about your ability to accomplish some demanding task or perform in some waking situation.

To dream of your forefinger, signifies authority, direction, judgment. Your dream may be trying to make a point.

Let Me In

Some ppl are just like cats. fur real.




And I want a puppy!


Damn it feels good to have my head occupied with pink ribbons, balloons, clothes, charm bracelets, cheescakes compatable with my diet, giggles, boys, shoes, and cartoons.
ta-ta-ta
=)

zema

Phoenix

HOW THE FUCK DID THEY KNOW????
You're an immortal spirit. You may break down and burn into ashes and die(not literally >>) at some point, but you come back as strong as you were before. You never stop trying.

Brainstorm

Marita
Please find me
I am almost 30
-Leonard Cohen

Now back to this post.

http://julia-varvara.blogspot.com/2008/03/why-nobody-likes-me.html

Ladies and Gentlemen

So I screwed up.Big fucking deal! (speaking of - it wasn't) Who cares??? and why!?



Curiousity of; if a real Gentlemen never tells - - does that mean that a real Lady never spells out?


Spilling out was never my virtue. But then again, I somewhat lost that status anyhow.






And that's how it works in Soviet Russia.

- So lets just all be mature about it, and get it over with.
(had to borrow that line from a family guy).

I am a man - Yes I am!

Limited edition availible on-line only!

"Well my pad is very messy, got whiskers on my chin
Never had no problems ’cause I’ve always paid the rent
I got no time for lovin’
Cause my time is all used up
I stand outside creatin’
All the groovy kinds of love"

White Nights. St. Petersburg.

I will be there one day. And then find this post and smile.

It's after one, and you must be in bed. Uncurbed,
The Milky Way flows through the night, a silver stream.
No telegrams, a thunderbolt each one: I'll not disturb
You, that's a promise. Sleep and have your dreams.
It's over. Period. The love boat's smashed
Against the reefs of day-to-day existence.
We're quits, so why keep score of all the rash
Things said and done with such perverse insistence!
How still the world is! See? Night from the skies
Exacts a tribute: stars. Filled with elation,
It's then one wants to rise-rise and address
Time, time and history, and all creation...
-Vladimir Mayakovskiy, 1930

Russia. Present Day.

The Monkey Did It

I think this button on my computer had a glitch.

Midtown

Well, so what that 42nd might be a little too loud and too crowded place to live at. At least there is "Hell's Kitchen" around the corner, it like could be that it's the best place in the world for dumpster-diving.
And who said that tourists are irritating. I think, they are wonderful people to run into.
The room could be a bit smaller then I've ever had before - but I can reach everything with my hand w/o getting out of bed. Very convenient!
Other words. It's so awesome.
I love this crazyness.


Oh, forgot to mention friendly bus-drivers and nut-people.

Peoples!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The spring is coming!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaweeeeeeeeeeeesome!!!!!!!!!!!


*happy dance*

Why Nobody Likes Me?

=)

The Rolling Stones - 1969 American Tour

Impressive - isn't it how history, along with the future is made. In the same time so realisitic, it's insane.

___
Says photographer Ethan Russell, "Mick Jagger was one of the first to understand that they were making more than music. This was performance and entertainment."
That enlightenment happened during the tour. ...oh, the sharp-minded creative medium..
http://www.time.com/time/photogallery/0,29307,1710013_1529109,00.html

Time Saver

Next time just play the whole album, like whole thing at once to be done with.

"Pearls"

Jezebel wasn't born with a silver spoon in her mouth
She probably had less than every one of us
But when she knew how to walk she knew
How to bring the house down

Can't blame her for her beauty
She wins with her hands down
Jezebel, what a belle
Looks like a princess in her new dress

How did you get that
Do you really want to know, she said

.
It would seem she's on her way
It's more, more than just a dream
She put on her stockings and shoes
Had nothing to lose - she said it was worth it

Reach for the top
And the sun is gonna shine
Every winter was a war she said
I want to get what's mine

Jezebel Jezebel

Won't try to deny where she came from
You can see it in her pride
And the raven in her eyes
Try show her a better way
She'll say you don't know what you've been missing
And by the time she blinks you know she won't be listening

Reach for the top she said
And the sun is gonna shine
Every winter was a war she said
I want to get what's mine

Such a fucking sad song.

....not always rainbows and butterflies, huh?