A Radio With Guts:

I think that could be my new nickname..


=)

I just have to say something,

I am not giving up;
I am not letting go - no matter how desperate and lost it makes me feel at times.

I'll remain.

This strength comes from Jesus Christ, Shakespeare, Jim Morrison and many others.

I CHOOSE TO LET MYSELF BE.


PS:
and there was the worst birthday present imagined - me.
:)

no title

It's raining outside.

Wanna listen together?

I'm stumbuling, but on MY own feet... feels good. to walk.

nerve wracking fears

I feel like the only reason I have fears in the relationships is because I refuse to lie and to pretend. The most people just live playing roles switching their personalities on and off, loosing themselves in lies and self-invented characters...

..to bad Bergman died... he'd totally get it.. =)

My Relationship Issues 1.1

1.1 ME

(the end of the list)

Advices

Lee-la, Lee-la, this life is but a game.
Winners lose and losers win, the game is still the same.
Lee-la, Lee-la, this life is buta play.
Those who say they know, don't know.
And those who know, don't say.

Sigmund Freud

...in the small matters trust the mind, in the large ones the heart...


that's if you can.

I can't ignore it

And you know, you were right: life is about WHO you share it with. Not vice versa.

It really seems like that...

dot dot dot

Poetry is untralatable that's why I wrote it in English.
I wrote it about me...for you.

:-)

November 26

is my b-day.

I expect a present.

Hubble Deep Field Photo & Youth Ahead

LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG exposure.
And here, on this picture something that is so far, so uknown, something that we could never imagine, something unreachable was captured.

Pretty isn't it?

WHAT?!

this painting was drawn with MY blood!
how is that fair?

...whatever
I just hope you enjoyed the process.
I hope the rest would find it profound.

This reaching

Between the finite limitations of the five senses
and the endless yearnings of man for the beyond
the people hold to the humdrum bidding of work and food
while reaching out when it comes their way
for lights beyond the prisms of the five senses,
for keepsakes lasting beyond any hunger or death.

This reaching is alive.

The panderers and liars have violated and smutted it.
for lights and keepsakes.
-Carl Sandburg

Is it?

Is love stronger then pride?

Naive

I am not naive, just belive in shit...
Fuck! People piece me off sometimes!



PS:
ask me about my ability to get annoyed by complete strangers..

All You Need Is LOVE

I'll just fight for love - in any way I can.
And there isn't much I can :(

Carrying a banner that read "God Loves Gay Marriage," the crowd took one hour to traverse from the Temple at 65th Street and Columbus Avenue to Columbus Circle. Demonstrators hovered on the northern part of the circle until the event concluded officially around 7:45 p.m.

Popular chants included "Gay, straight, black, white, marriage is a civil right!" and "Two, four, six, eight, we are sick of all the hate!" Among the demonstrators were Whoopi Goldberg and City Council Speaker Christine C. Quinn

There is another one on Saturday:

http://jointheimpact.wetpaint.com/?t=anon

come!

Solaris

http://retinart.net/graphic-design/50remakes-ag
I think that Soderbergh failed in his attempt for Solaris. He missed out the whole point, of making it.
the key quote that Tarkovsky on the other hand highlighted was:
"We don't need other worlds. We need mirrors."
In fact, that is my new favorite quote.

Artists

"James Joyce was a synthesizer, trying to bring in as much as he could. I am an analyzer, trying to leave out as much as I can."
-S. Beckett

Summer is Over

I bet there are some people who wished I remained burried in that sand.
fuck'em. I dug myself out.
dig?

I did find a piece of sky in Manhattan.

yeay.

Mamulkin

She always does know better.
And she can see right through me.
And she loves me unconditinally.
And her hands are very soft.
And her smile gives me peace.
And she's gotten older.
And I wish I could stop the time.

Weddings

why are they assumed to be happy?

Stupid celebration. Doesn't makes sense whatsoever.

Mr. McCain

MM

;)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Coffee

22nd Amendment, anyone?

http://www.weeklyworldnews.com/election-08/october-surprise-alien-endorses-mccain/

The Arizona senator explained, “By the way, I have been here to Roswell before and I know about the alien landing. And I am pleased to announce that I have received the alien endorsement…and I am proud!”

-J.McCain

I mean Roosevelt stayed for more then two terms right.. ?

argh. nevermind. I forgot he wasn't an idiot.

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Aldous Huxley:
At least two thirds of our miseries spring from human stupidity, human malice and those great motivators and justifiers of malice and stupidity, idealism, dogmatism and proselytizing zeal on behalf of religious or political idols.

http://www.cnn.com/ELECTION/2008/results/president/

I dare anyone not to laugh

"I am Taking the Cure

So I can be quiet
Whenever I want.

...And I don't want to talk"