Learning to die

I always questioned how honest were the people who, on their
death-bed said that they were ready to die.
o_O
I wass convinced that they say it because they have nothing better to say.
Or nothing better to do then to say that.

But I am learning to understand!

I want peace.
I want life. .. but in peace.

Is it possible?

So, maybe those people have come to realize that it's either/or situation.
And you get one or another.
First - one.
Then - another.

I want peace, I look for serenity, I get bull shit.
?

[a quote from short stories by J. Lachimova; "What is life? Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me, no more..."]


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