Dear God,

...they say that I need to know exacetly what I want in life.


All I really want is just to be me.





well, I got what I wanted -- with endurance.

and Im not really sure anymore if thats the thing to want. because it sure doesn't make you all happy 'n shit.

I've got the heart, the courage. Maybe if I ask for some brains things will fall into place?


BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR, indeed.