Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Symbols

Symbolism - is the use of symbols to represent things such as ideas and emotions.
The right sign for crusification, for example, should have been this:


As a hint of hope. as tho God spoke to us and said: "Hang in there, people."


but even gods make mistakes....
;)

Wellcome,


-"We are all mad here."






?

Amelie


i can't believe this - the whole movie is availible on youtube in HIGH DEFINITION.


Plot
Amélie Poulain grows up isolated from other children due to a belief that she suffers from a form of hypertension (increased heartbeat during physical contact).

Left to amuse herself, Amélie develops an unusually active imagination.

As a young woman, Amélie is a waitress in a small Montmartre café. The café is staffed and frequented by a gang of eccentrics.

Life for Amélie is simple; having spurned romantic relationships following a few failed efforts, she has devoted herself to simple pleasures.


....and then the rest is cinématique!
:)

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

On meaning of life

Do not ever listen if anyone tells you to look for answers from within.
I am talking from experience. Multiple experience.
Maybe it's just me - but anytime I try to do that - I end up laying flat on my back for days, waiting to be crusified.
Then I get better and happy like a drunk pig for a while, running around studying and questioning the universe.....until I come across this formidable answer, probably written by some psycho-twisted old man with a long beard, a finger raised to the sky, and a snake-like smile.
LOOK FROM WITHIN.
And then I do it all over again.
I mean... is that what they call a circle of life?

Why can't I just find the answer, write it down on the cieling of my bedroom so that I could wake up happy and content every day, and go to bed satisfied. Why???!

...wait.. don't answer..

Colours

This tulip grew up to be different just to make you smile!



and don't let me start on what it's like to be different...
;-)

I am seeing...

no - not the light this time.
A pattern.

Monday, September 28, 2009

more about poets

An Eagle took a long way when he decided to learn from the Crow.


Stupid fucking white men...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

and, btw, I don't always mean what I say...

i want to die

that is what's really on my mind.




i know I'll get over it.
always did.


anyone wants to talk about depression? :)

more about dreams...

It appears I am not a butterfly, nor a philospher.

Revenge :)

I am done with deeper meanings
as they were done with me.

The Last Temptation of Christ




Death, life, ressurection
Prophets, salvation
Faith

I am at the bottom of it all with broken bones.

Friday, September 25, 2009

THE SEARCHERS


A year-long journey of a Civil War veteran.
A quest to find his kin (a grown up niece that married a Scar and became a melting pot of absorbed culture).






The tagline says it:
Best movie ever made...


...oh yeah, it's in VistaVision

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I'm tired, lonely, and bitter.
I'm exhousted and cynical.
I have no ambition left - instead the minimum of primitive desires.


FIN.

Heart Attack

Strange....

Never Over Anymore

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

PUNK IS NOT DEAD!



It just passed out.








Do you know the warm progress
under the stars?
Do you know we exist?
Have you forgotten the keys
to the kingdom
Have you been borne yet
& are you alive?
Let's reinvent the gods, all teh myths
of the ages
Celebrate symbols from deep elder forests
[Have you forgotten the lessons
of the ancient war]
We need great golden copulations
The fathers are cackling in trees
of the forest
Our mother is dead in the sea
Do you know we are being led to
slaughters by placid admirals
& that fat slow generals are getting
obscene on young blood
Do you know we are ruled by T.V.
The moon is dry blood beast
Guerrilla bands are rolling numbers
in the next block of green vine
amassing for warfare on innocent
herdsman who are just dying
O great creator of being
grant us one more hour to
perform our art
& perfect our lives
The moths & atheists are doubly divine
& dying
We live, we die
& death not ends it
Journey we more into the
Nightmare
Cling to life
Our passion'd flower
Cling to Cunts & cocks
of despair
We got our final vision
by clap
Columbus groin got
filled w/green death
(I touched her thigh
& death smiled)
We have assembled inside this ancient
& insane theatre
To propagate our lust for life
& flee the swarming wisdom
of the streets
The barns are stormed
The windows kept
& only one of all the rest
To dance & save us
W/the divine mockery
of words
Music inflames temperament
(When the true King's murderers
are allowed to roam free
a 1000 Magicians arise in the land)
Where are the feasts
we are promised
Where is the wine
The New Wine
(dying on the vine)
resident mockery
give us an hour for magic
We of the purple glove
We of the starling flight
& velvet hour
We of arabic pleasures's breed
We of sundome & the night
Give us creed
To believe
A nightr of lust
Give us trust in
The Night
Give of color
hundred hues
a rich mandala
for me & for you
& for your silky
pillowed house
a head, wisdom
& a bed
Troubled decree
Resident mockery
has claimed thee
We used to believe
in the good old days
We still receive
In little ways
The things of Kindness
& unsporting brow
Forget & allow




..whoever was the first to say that Poets - are the Prophets of the time was right.

Monday, September 14, 2009

WHAT DREAMS MAY COME



He followed her to hell and saved her.
A beautiful story.
A fabel...

The way I prefer to handle things


Foot in the mouth award

I could probably take a chance at that one...
anywhoo:
winners


my favorite:
Former United States Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld for comments in a press briefing. "Reports that say that something hasn't happened are always interesting to me, because as we know, there are known knowns; there are things we know we know. We also know there are known unknowns; that is to say we know there are some things we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns — the ones we don't know we don't know."

now, man, this is some deep shit right here. yeah, literally.



PS: I miss Bush...

About Benefits of Atheism

Man Killed In Church

Gunther Link, a devout Catholic, prayed to be saved after he was trapped in a lift – but was killed when he went to church to give thanks and the stone altar fell on him.

He must have gotten the hell anoyed out of God.

Depression is over!

sounds easy, right!
and feels that way too!

! (ok, one more exlamation sign - just for the heck of it)

Saturday, September 12, 2009

farewell - is a small death

Friday, September 11, 2009

Thursday, September 10, 2009

trapped

it is so hard to give up on life
but it is even harder

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

A Last Letter to My Beloved...

My love,

There is only one single question I have for you:
WTF?

4eva yours,
-j

Purple Love


leter b!



from the comments on youtube:
English: Is this man drunk?
Dutch: He is Russian.



and, wtf - worst cover ever?!
I thought, it was very soulful!! Yeay for the seaman!
The dude shall not bother with the attempt to understand this subtance called Russian Soul. Nobody should. it's dangerourse.

Monday, September 7, 2009

you are looking for heaven

among the people

on earth.




:(

Friday, September 4, 2009

For you...all.

My map with traces, treasures - gone
The moon and sun got stuck - dawn.
Friends, lovers, parents - spies
Blindfolded, throbbing me - advice.

Let people think; she is just lost soul
...
My i-pod shuffelled
no drugs - no rock'n'roll