Friday, December 25, 2009
I've had the time of my life
That's the movie that brought me to America.
A summer dream, hung up on music.
8 years later I love it even more.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
...
It doesn’t matter where I will be in a month or a year from now.
I could be making snow angels in Russia, or breathing the fog in London. Maybe flirting in Paris, or admiring St. Petersburg.
but
I will remember the rain in New York. I’ve spent too many nights listening to it knocking on my window, keeping me company, telling me stories about others who’ve heard the rain as well.
I will remember the rain in New York. I’ve walked between umbrellas trying to catch the drops. If my clothes would soak – that proved everything. It proved that I was alive – I felt it with my skin.
I will remember the sun in New York. It was hitting me through the window in even perfect stripes.
My novel doesn’t end. It is next chapter.
perhaps... I'll even fall in love. again..
Monday, December 7, 2009
Nightmares
I was getting used to them.
But, today I was swimming with dolphins. They were saving me from the snake. I barely got away in the end.
The would let me touch them. One of them had wounds all over him - I was scared to touch him, but it sort of mirrored at me.
The meaning of dolphins in your dreams:
Dolphins represent friendliness, communal living, rescue, communication, and affection. They are water dwelling mammals and in our dreams they represent our willingness and ability to navigate through emotions. They represent positive messages from our unconscious minds. Dolphins could also represent a positive connection between our consciousness and to those parts of the psyche that is a mystery and largely unconscious.
Snake
Each dreamer must consider their own situation and all of the details of the dream. Sometimes snakes may be phallic symbols and other times they represent negativity in our lives that hampers our progress and constantly threatens us. In the long run the snake may be a positive symbol; it may represent difficulties that lead us to the center of personality and result in feelings of completeness.
This is amazing. How, and who comes up with these definitions and meanings?
But, today I was swimming with dolphins. They were saving me from the snake. I barely got away in the end.
The would let me touch them. One of them had wounds all over him - I was scared to touch him, but it sort of mirrored at me.
The meaning of dolphins in your dreams:
Dolphins represent friendliness, communal living, rescue, communication, and affection. They are water dwelling mammals and in our dreams they represent our willingness and ability to navigate through emotions. They represent positive messages from our unconscious minds. Dolphins could also represent a positive connection between our consciousness and to those parts of the psyche that is a mystery and largely unconscious.
Snake
Each dreamer must consider their own situation and all of the details of the dream. Sometimes snakes may be phallic symbols and other times they represent negativity in our lives that hampers our progress and constantly threatens us. In the long run the snake may be a positive symbol; it may represent difficulties that lead us to the center of personality and result in feelings of completeness.
This is amazing. How, and who comes up with these definitions and meanings?
Vagabond
I abandon everything again. The hopes, the relationships, the things and places I love.
But, fuck - I've lived, I've tried, I beleived, I fought.
Should we embrace our destiny?
Yes - we should, because otherwise it will bend you over and ... well, the best case scenario kick you in the ass.
