Art Degrees

It has been a long way already. And very hard one.
For me to come to understanding and realize that I want to study art.

So when I see kids who get art degrees and say they want to study art - it's pinching me. Because I know that most of them have no idea what they are talking about. They sense something but do not understand it completly or want it so.

I, on the other hand, feel so strong about it - it makes me cry, literally. It's like the only thing I have in my life. This feeling...not sure if there is a word for it.