no way

there are things.
things that happened. and that didn't.
both bother me as much.

things that I understand. and you understand.
and people around it.

there are problems. yours. mine.
and no seeming way to go about them.

and then
there is a bloody mary. and my i-pod.
and no other way to deal with it.

LOVE IS

no sleep again, but oh well - I was inspired :)

...those eyes

=]

Mr. Crowly

Mr. Crowley, what went on in your head
(Oh) Mr. Crowley, did you talk to the dead
Your lifestyle to me seemed so tragic
With the thrill of it all
You fooled all those people with magic
(Yeah)You waited on Satan's call

Mr. Charming, did you think you were pure
Mr. Alarming, in nocturnal rapport
Uncovering things that were sacred, manifest on this earth
(Oh)Conceived in the eye of a secret
Yeah, they scattered the afterbirth

Solo

Mr. Crowley, won't you ride my white horse?
Mr. Crowley, it's symbolic of course
Approaching a time that is classic
I hear that maidens call
Approaching a time that is drastic
Standing with their backs to the wall

(Solo)

Was it polemically sent?





ok, well, this picture might be a bit overdramatic :)



so here is another, refind one:

Reminders

The only certain thing humanity came to know is that life has no meaning.
-L. Tolstoy

My LAST post guided by YOU

Picture it.

tell me you see the beauty in the deadly-ethereal pale skin, in the innocent-empty eyes, in the bleeding wrists.

There was life pulsing. In my brain. pump.pump.pump - it wont let me exist...you know..
..so I cut it.
My veins are bleedig . mushy squiky luiquid. disgusting, really.

I've heard the blood is the irreplacable source of life for some.

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If you ever been here before, watch this video. Please. :-) It's my first post not for myself. at least for the sake of the fact that some photos are from mm in it =}



there is this other beauty of seeing the first breath, or the pink color coming back to the pale cheeks. It also feels beatiful.
VIVLA LA VITA!
Viva DA LOVE!
:)




















i shall live...............the God said so.

WHAT?!

this painting was drawn with MY blood!
how is that fair?

...whatever
I just hope you enjoyed the process.
I hope the rest would find it profound.

From NY Times

"At this point I should note that for the first time, both the United States secretary of state and secretary of defense have doctorates in Russian studies. A fat lot of good that's done us."
DEFENSE SECRETARY ROBERT M. GATES, on evaporating hopes for closer ties with Russia.

Political double standards never work.

I say: Be real.

Time Saver

Next time just play the whole album, like whole thing at once to be done with.