CREATION & DESTRUCTION go hand to hand

Get it?! GIFTED!

wheww...

hmm......... my little wishlist seems to be working already! I feel better!



with all respect to Van Gogh, I am a kind of glad I did't cut off my ear earlier.

back on track.again.

Dirty show

She's a very special girl :)

Because by now I'm already used to humiliation!

My LAST post guided by YOU

Picture it.

tell me you see the beauty in the deadly-ethereal pale skin, in the innocent-empty eyes, in the bleeding wrists.

There was life pulsing. In my brain. pump.pump.pump - it wont let me exist...you know..
..so I cut it.
My veins are bleedig . mushy squiky luiquid. disgusting, really.

I've heard the blood is the irreplacable source of life for some.

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If you ever been here before, watch this video. Please. :-) It's my first post not for myself. at least for the sake of the fact that some photos are from mm in it =}



there is this other beauty of seeing the first breath, or the pink color coming back to the pale cheeks. It also feels beatiful.
VIVLA LA VITA!
Viva DA LOVE!
:)




















i shall live...............the God said so.

A Radio With Guts:

I think that could be my new nickname..


=)

From NY Times

"At this point I should note that for the first time, both the United States secretary of state and secretary of defense have doctorates in Russian studies. A fat lot of good that's done us."
DEFENSE SECRETARY ROBERT M. GATES, on evaporating hopes for closer ties with Russia.

Political double standards never work.

I say: Be real.

Modeling

My mom always said that I am too smart to be a model.

I finally agree. And I actually get it!!!

You know why I get it???
That's right-cuz I am smart like that.
)



...............and cute.

WHAT?!
I can't deny the fact!!
;-D